I would love to give thanks to my best friend Chris, who has helped me through the most terrible promblems I've had. He has helped me get over my breakup and my promblems. He has been there for me even after I broke up with him. He has never stopped loving me and well, my mom isn't going to like this, but I have never truly stopped loving him either. He's the one who knows all my secrets and he only told one of my secrets to protect me from getting into anymore trouble with my mom for creating a facebook. Yes, at the age of 14 I am not allowed a facebook. I only created one because I wanted a way to keep in touch with my friends and I put myself under a fake name so only those who are my friends new my true identity. Even though my name is my identity I never truly shown my true identity of who I am. I've worn a costume or what I would like to call a wall, to protect myself from everyone else. I never let anyone in on who I am. My friends and my family have no idea of who I am. They dont know about the wall I've built from keeping people well out of my mind. To never know what I think, or how I really am. The only person who figured me out was Chris. He was the one person who climbed into my mind and heart and figured out who I am. For that he is a true, amazing friend. Nobody can compare to him. Not my former bestfriend, Lexy and not my other bestfriend, Leah. Only Chris and I know who I am. This blog is to Chris especially and if you read this, Chris, I want you to know that you are the only person in my life who makes me feel special. You are an amazing, wondeful person. You might have a couple of downsides but you keep my secrets and I'll keep yours. I dont know if you are my soulmate but who said we can't be? Sure, my mom doesn't approve of, well your choices in life, but she can't decide who I will love and who I wont. There is only one person who controls my life and that's me! I will not let one single person tell me who to hang with and who to love. If she doesn't like that, well than I have no other choice than to say: Farewell! Thankyou Chris for being there for me and now I will be there for you too.
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